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I don't know what to do anymore. Christmas was surprising really awesome. I hung out with the momma.. and then I met up with friends who were having their own type xmas celebration...since they were all SF transplants...and or jewish...or both. Kat got a new puppy and I am in loooove with him. Anyways, I guess I shoulda figured somethin stupid would happen. I was was
hammered off a few cups of this scotch ale. Kat and I left..she dropped me at bart and then I realized I'd left my coat with my wallet at the party. I hopped in a cab,went back to the place,and got my coat. Then this fuckin cabbie won't take his hand off my leg...his hand is like crawling up my leg and he won't let go or stop. He's not driving me in the direction to any bart station. And i'm just like what the fuuuuck. He parked the car in the upper haight at the panhandle park. and I got out and ran when he unlocked the doors.
I don't know what to do anymore. I've already been entirely OVERLY paranoid since that fool attacked me 2 weeks ago in front of my house. I can barely walk anywhere alone without stressing out entirely. I haven't walked around anywhere by my house since this...aside from to the bus stop in the morning. If you know me, you KNOW i walk everywhere. I'm also walkin alone to wherever im goin. People think i'm a cynical little jerk. But i'm sorry, don't I have a reason for thinking the worst of strangers?
I forgot my mom was takin off for the weekend.. and I'm seriously finding myself scared even inside my house. I hate this. I'm not used to being scared outta my little mind.
Nathan says things will get better. I know they've gotta.
2008 has been fun, but it can officially fuck off... I don't need this kinda excitement.
hammered off a few cups of this scotch ale. Kat and I left..she dropped me at bart and then I realized I'd left my coat with my wallet at the party. I hopped in a cab,went back to the place,and got my coat. Then this fuckin cabbie won't take his hand off my leg...his hand is like crawling up my leg and he won't let go or stop. He's not driving me in the direction to any bart station. And i'm just like what the fuuuuck. He parked the car in the upper haight at the panhandle park. and I got out and ran when he unlocked the doors.
I don't know what to do anymore. I've already been entirely OVERLY paranoid since that fool attacked me 2 weeks ago in front of my house. I can barely walk anywhere alone without stressing out entirely. I haven't walked around anywhere by my house since this...aside from to the bus stop in the morning. If you know me, you KNOW i walk everywhere. I'm also walkin alone to wherever im goin. People think i'm a cynical little jerk. But i'm sorry, don't I have a reason for thinking the worst of strangers?
I forgot my mom was takin off for the weekend.. and I'm seriously finding myself scared even inside my house. I hate this. I'm not used to being scared outta my little mind.
Nathan says things will get better. I know they've gotta.
2008 has been fun, but it can officially fuck off... I don't need this kinda excitement.