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[fusoftballgrl]

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let 'em out.
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok but that's not what gets me.

What hurt the most
was being so close.
And having so much to say
and watching you walk away.
Without knowing what could've been
and not seeing that loving you
is what I was tryin' to do.

Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you every where I go
but I'm doing it
its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone.
Still harder
gettinG up gettinG dressed livinG with this regret but I know
if i could do it over
i would trade, give away for the words that i saved in my heart that are left unspoken.

What hurt the most
was being so close.
And having so much to say
and watching you walk away.
And never knowing what could've been
and not seeing that loving you
is what I was trying to do.

What hurt the most
was being so close.
And having so much to say
and watching you walk away.
And never knowing what could've been
and not seeing that loving you
is what I was trying to do.