My Big Brother sickness is strong to quite strong.
I hate Big Brother. I hate that it messes with my schedule and gives me no time to actually sleep and I hate that I have no clue what's going to happen.
But mostly I hate Dr. Will Kirby for making me like him. And even more, I hate him for making me so giggly every time he's with Janelle. I feel like I'm betraying Kaysar or something when that happens, but I can't help it.
Okay, no, what I hate the absolute most is that I don't know what he's thinking and I don't know what Janelle's thinking and that's soooo frustrating.
No, no, no. What I hate the mostest MOSTEST is the fact that they now seem to get a 3-day long post about nothing but them and their stupid cuteness. I KINDALOVE HATE THEM.
See, they have this ongoing thing. And nobody can really figure out what it is. Is it real? Is it just for show? Are they both playing each other? Why are they blinking at each other? What's the "mhmm (yes)" "nhnn (no)" thing they have going on? Why do they keep saying "a little?" "a lot?" back and forth? And what is he writing in her hand!?!?!? OH MY GOD THEY'RE DRIVING ME CRAZY.
I talked to my friend Casey about them last night, and thank god I finally have someone to admit these things to, because it's making my head hurty. And it shouldn't, because it's all probably fake and I shouldn't get any hopes up and they're only going to be around for 3 weeks MAX so why bother? But if it's fake, how can he be such a good actor? Why is he lying to Boogie about things he tells her? Why do his eyes completely sparkle when he gazes at her? Why does he talk about her *all* the time with other people even when he doesn't have to? Why is she messing up his game like this?
The boy is smitten. He has to be. It may not lead to anything, mostly because I'm not sure she's as taken with him at this point as he is with her, but there's something more there than gameplay. I don't *want* there to be, because it messes with MY head, but if this were a tv show or a soap opera, I'd be shipping them like crazy! I would!
And then there's Kaysar. I feel like I'm betraying him by enjoying these two. See, I know and can see the difference between the two relationships. They really are like night and day. She's far more open and honest and genuine with Kaysar than she is with Will, she's very closed off with him. The thing is, he knows it, and he bring it up and he tries to get her to talk more and she doesn't. That tells me that her intentions are clear - to strike at ChillTown when the opportunity arises. Whether it's final 5, 4, or 3 when she does it, I know she'll do it eventually.
Yesterday was just weird. For as brilliant as Will is, sometimes Janey makes him dumb. He starts out well, waking her up and telling her his dream (in which he had to "save Janelle" and in which, upon telling Boogie the dream, he added that he had to save Erika too, to cover himself). Then he feeds her shrimp. SWOONGAG. Then he attempts to figure out Janelle's entire family lineage as she barely gives him anything. They confuse me.
He was overcompensating so much yesterday, later, with his over-flattery here:
When he goes on like that, I'm pretty sure she knows that he's all BS. The thing is, his words sound disingenuous, but I think he kindof means them. God help me. I hate that man for this. lol
Later, they had their first "fight" so to speak. Will wouldn't stop teasing her about her Season 6 friends and she got mad. She fought back against him AND Boogie in front of everyone and it was fucking AWESOME ("He tried to kick us all out, except for me, he couldn't get rid of me, too bad so sad!"). I can even forgive Will a little, but Boogie just kept taking it too far. You have to see this. The video's a little slow in the beginning, but stick with it.
Toward the end, when her voice changes and she says, "I just feel like you're making fun of my friends," I get a little sad for her, but I absolutely adore how loyal she is to Kaysar, Howie, and James. I think he gets a bit surprised that those guys can mean so much to her and her reaction kindof gets to him. Or maybe I'm insane, judge for yourself:
But she was genuinely hurt, and she went off to the ant room to be alone. Will plays it up to everyone else and tells them he's gonna go mess with her some more, but he does everything but. He apologizes and they have a nice talk. I still hate him for making me swoon so much, damnit. If you listen closely, she asks him, "Please don't tease my friends, especially Kaysar." AWWWWWW.
Late last night, there was but more. Here's a prime example of their blinking and staring on the trampoline, with Boogie getting somewhat disgusted by it all.
As they went to leave the trampoline, they had a little talk, some blinking, some "mhm" "nhn"s and then had a small pillow fight. It makes me miss Kaysar even more, but I'll take what I can get.
And, right before they went to bed, they played cards and Janelle finally brought up Will's "50-cent whore" remark that he "allegedly" made about Janelle before the show started in a chat at Kaysar's site. Will has gone back and forth on this story, depending who he's talking to.. to some, he says it wasn't him, and to others he says it was. In this case, he says it wasn't him and then he says if it was, he's sorry and it was a joke. Flustered a bit, Dr. Evil?
So yes, I'm pretty much sick in the head at this point. I'm convinced that he really wants to take her to final 2, but he can't come right out and tell her. She doesn't even know what their "mhm, nhnn" things are ABOUT, and that frustrates him. He wants Boogie out, I can feel it in my bones, but he doesn't want to be the one to do it - he wants her to. So he goes ahead and keeps telling Boogie that she'll be bounced 4th, but he's going to do everything he can to keep her to final 2. If for nothing else, it'll make great TV. And Will is *all* about great TV.
And Janey? I don't think she likes him as much as he likes her, but I do think she likes him more than usual. The thing is, I also believe she has revenge on her mind. She needs to stay focused and strike when the opportunity is perfect. She can take Boogie out and just say that Will had it coming. If she wanted a slam dunk win, she'd take George to the final 2, but I actually think she has a shot at beating Will. Blasphemous, I know. But if she can take out Boogie, Erika and George, she has a shot.
Sigh. Go Janey!
My head is still hurty. And now I must go watch feeds to see if I've missed anything from them yet today! (eta: aww, he just tried to wake her up. "Maybe? Maybe a lot?" "mmmm" "Okay, Grumpy." She's so grumpy when she wakes up, it's hilarious.)
Okay, I have to stop. This is bad.
I'm so glad this all ends in about 2 weeks, and then I'll be back to my old self. I promise. I swear. Oh lord, I hope.
But mostly I hate Dr. Will Kirby for making me like him. And even more, I hate him for making me so giggly every time he's with Janelle. I feel like I'm betraying Kaysar or something when that happens, but I can't help it.
Okay, no, what I hate the absolute most is that I don't know what he's thinking and I don't know what Janelle's thinking and that's soooo frustrating.
No, no, no. What I hate the mostest MOSTEST is the fact that they now seem to get a 3-day long post about nothing but them and their stupid cuteness. I KINDALOVE HATE THEM.
See, they have this ongoing thing. And nobody can really figure out what it is. Is it real? Is it just for show? Are they both playing each other? Why are they blinking at each other? What's the "mhmm (yes)" "nhnn (no)" thing they have going on? Why do they keep saying "a little?" "a lot?" back and forth? And what is he writing in her hand!?!?!? OH MY GOD THEY'RE DRIVING ME CRAZY.
I talked to my friend Casey about them last night, and thank god I finally have someone to admit these things to, because it's making my head hurty. And it shouldn't, because it's all probably fake and I shouldn't get any hopes up and they're only going to be around for 3 weeks MAX so why bother? But if it's fake, how can he be such a good actor? Why is he lying to Boogie about things he tells her? Why do his eyes completely sparkle when he gazes at her? Why does he talk about her *all* the time with other people even when he doesn't have to? Why is she messing up his game like this?
The boy is smitten. He has to be. It may not lead to anything, mostly because I'm not sure she's as taken with him at this point as he is with her, but there's something more there than gameplay. I don't *want* there to be, because it messes with MY head, but if this were a tv show or a soap opera, I'd be shipping them like crazy! I would!
And then there's Kaysar. I feel like I'm betraying him by enjoying these two. See, I know and can see the difference between the two relationships. They really are like night and day. She's far more open and honest and genuine with Kaysar than she is with Will, she's very closed off with him. The thing is, he knows it, and he bring it up and he tries to get her to talk more and she doesn't. That tells me that her intentions are clear - to strike at ChillTown when the opportunity arises. Whether it's final 5, 4, or 3 when she does it, I know she'll do it eventually.
Yesterday was just weird. For as brilliant as Will is, sometimes Janey makes him dumb. He starts out well, waking her up and telling her his dream (in which he had to "save Janelle" and in which, upon telling Boogie the dream, he added that he had to save Erika too, to cover himself). Then he feeds her shrimp. SWOONGAG. Then he attempts to figure out Janelle's entire family lineage as she barely gives him anything. They confuse me.
He was overcompensating so much yesterday, later, with his over-flattery here:
When he goes on like that, I'm pretty sure she knows that he's all BS. The thing is, his words sound disingenuous, but I think he kindof means them. God help me. I hate that man for this. lol
Later, they had their first "fight" so to speak. Will wouldn't stop teasing her about her Season 6 friends and she got mad. She fought back against him AND Boogie in front of everyone and it was fucking AWESOME ("He tried to kick us all out, except for me, he couldn't get rid of me, too bad so sad!"). I can even forgive Will a little, but Boogie just kept taking it too far. You have to see this. The video's a little slow in the beginning, but stick with it.
Toward the end, when her voice changes and she says, "I just feel like you're making fun of my friends," I get a little sad for her, but I absolutely adore how loyal she is to Kaysar, Howie, and James. I think he gets a bit surprised that those guys can mean so much to her and her reaction kindof gets to him. Or maybe I'm insane, judge for yourself:
But she was genuinely hurt, and she went off to the ant room to be alone. Will plays it up to everyone else and tells them he's gonna go mess with her some more, but he does everything but. He apologizes and they have a nice talk. I still hate him for making me swoon so much, damnit. If you listen closely, she asks him, "Please don't tease my friends, especially Kaysar." AWWWWWW.
Late last night, there was but more. Here's a prime example of their blinking and staring on the trampoline, with Boogie getting somewhat disgusted by it all.
As they went to leave the trampoline, they had a little talk, some blinking, some "mhm" "nhn"s and then had a small pillow fight. It makes me miss Kaysar even more, but I'll take what I can get.
And, right before they went to bed, they played cards and Janelle finally brought up Will's "50-cent whore" remark that he "allegedly" made about Janelle before the show started in a chat at Kaysar's site. Will has gone back and forth on this story, depending who he's talking to.. to some, he says it wasn't him, and to others he says it was. In this case, he says it wasn't him and then he says if it was, he's sorry and it was a joke. Flustered a bit, Dr. Evil?
So yes, I'm pretty much sick in the head at this point. I'm convinced that he really wants to take her to final 2, but he can't come right out and tell her. She doesn't even know what their "mhm, nhnn" things are ABOUT, and that frustrates him. He wants Boogie out, I can feel it in my bones, but he doesn't want to be the one to do it - he wants her to. So he goes ahead and keeps telling Boogie that she'll be bounced 4th, but he's going to do everything he can to keep her to final 2. If for nothing else, it'll make great TV. And Will is *all* about great TV.
And Janey? I don't think she likes him as much as he likes her, but I do think she likes him more than usual. The thing is, I also believe she has revenge on her mind. She needs to stay focused and strike when the opportunity is perfect. She can take Boogie out and just say that Will had it coming. If she wanted a slam dunk win, she'd take George to the final 2, but I actually think she has a shot at beating Will. Blasphemous, I know. But if she can take out Boogie, Erika and George, she has a shot.
Sigh. Go Janey!
My head is still hurty. And now I must go watch feeds to see if I've missed anything from them yet today! (eta: aww, he just tried to wake her up. "Maybe? Maybe a lot?" "mmmm" "Okay, Grumpy." She's so grumpy when she wakes up, it's hilarious.)
Okay, I have to stop. This is bad.
I'm so glad this all ends in about 2 weeks, and then I'll be back to my old self. I promise. I swear. Oh lord, I hope.