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you know, i thought that things were finally coming together for me...that life was working out. but here i am, at the same place i was one year ago to date.
when I dream, if I have an instance when I am aware that I am indeed dreaming, I will become fearful because I know that I am going to wake up any minute, and I will start to do all the things I want. It's like trying to experience life when I know death is closing in. If i cant even experience a dream until i know it's going to end...what's that say about my life?
when I dream, if I have an instance when I am aware that I am indeed dreaming, I will become fearful because I know that I am going to wake up any minute, and I will start to do all the things I want. It's like trying to experience life when I know death is closing in. If i cant even experience a dream until i know it's going to end...what's that say about my life?