Randomly Ridiculous
Lately, my concentration has been wavering. Lately, I feel the urge to cry, yet I can barely get pass the random small tears I shed. I do not understand the reason for this urge. Perhaps it's the emotions I suppressed in the past that are now trying to express themselves. What emotions? I honestly have no idea. The emotions just exist.
Nothing is wrong, yet everything feels wrong. What in the world is wrong?
My mind is hazy with unorganized thoughts. I can not seem to grasp anything, or perhaps I already did but am in denial.
Contradictions are such a pain. Trying to analyze situations from all perspective is such a pain.
I feel so pathetic.
Wallowing in my despair will get me no where.
Hmmm....
Take a deep breath and continue.
Nothing is wrong, yet everything feels wrong. What in the world is wrong?
My mind is hazy with unorganized thoughts. I can not seem to grasp anything, or perhaps I already did but am in denial.
Contradictions are such a pain. Trying to analyze situations from all perspective is such a pain.
I feel so pathetic.
Wallowing in my despair will get me no where.
Hmmm....
Take a deep breath and continue.