Time is winding down...
Time seems to be flying by too quickly for me to grasp lately. I finally realized last night that this saturday, i would be getting dressed up, driving in a limo, going to PROM, and having one of the "best nights of my life". Then it made me realize how little time we have left here at Inglemoor, and then everything is going to change. All of my friends will be going to different schools, different states, and most likely, I won't talk to most of them on a frequent (if at all) basis.
I haven't been one who deals with change very easily. I still have clothes in my closet from 7th grade that definatly don't fit me anymore, nor today's style. I still have stuffed animals from my childhood crammed into my room cause I can't bear to "throw away" my childhood. I'm excited to leave the pettiness of high school and gain my independence from my parents, but honestly, the thought of going to a completely different school with new people, away from the comforts of my home and family, and living in a completely new environment... is nerve racking. I know that i still have what's left of this school year (10days) and the rest of summer to enjoy, but still, the end/begining is so near to me now.
This is such a bittersweet time in our lives, and though it'll be sad to leave Inglemoor, my friends, and my past, I feel that this change will be the start of something good for me.
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*sigh* enough of my depressing talk of the future...
Today I'm going to get my spray on tan for prom, which should be awesome. So if i come to school tomorrow and look a little darker/possibly an orange tint, you will know why. I hope that everyone is ready for prom and everything, it should be a blast!
Last night i was looking on my old blurty journal entries from like sophomore year, and I found a lot of entries about andy that I had written after we first started going out. I couldn't stop smiling the entire time I was reading them. There were some aim convos that I had saved on there. I was amazed at how much we've changed, and how much we've stayed the same. No wonder I love that boy so much. lol. Maybe I'll post some of it on here later, but I'm not sure how andy's ego would feel about that. *winks* Just as a hint, it's incredibly sappy and non"MACHO" type of talk. tehehe he's such a silly boy.
well, i should probably go back into photography. Sorry for the REALLY long entry. I've just had a lot on my mind lately and getting SOME of it out onto here has made me feel a bit better...
I haven't been one who deals with change very easily. I still have clothes in my closet from 7th grade that definatly don't fit me anymore, nor today's style. I still have stuffed animals from my childhood crammed into my room cause I can't bear to "throw away" my childhood. I'm excited to leave the pettiness of high school and gain my independence from my parents, but honestly, the thought of going to a completely different school with new people, away from the comforts of my home and family, and living in a completely new environment... is nerve racking. I know that i still have what's left of this school year (10days) and the rest of summer to enjoy, but still, the end/begining is so near to me now.
This is such a bittersweet time in our lives, and though it'll be sad to leave Inglemoor, my friends, and my past, I feel that this change will be the start of something good for me.
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*sigh* enough of my depressing talk of the future...
Today I'm going to get my spray on tan for prom, which should be awesome. So if i come to school tomorrow and look a little darker/possibly an orange tint, you will know why. I hope that everyone is ready for prom and everything, it should be a blast!
Last night i was looking on my old blurty journal entries from like sophomore year, and I found a lot of entries about andy that I had written after we first started going out. I couldn't stop smiling the entire time I was reading them. There were some aim convos that I had saved on there. I was amazed at how much we've changed, and how much we've stayed the same. No wonder I love that boy so much. lol. Maybe I'll post some of it on here later, but I'm not sure how andy's ego would feel about that. *winks* Just as a hint, it's incredibly sappy and non"MACHO" type of talk. tehehe he's such a silly boy.
well, i should probably go back into photography. Sorry for the REALLY long entry. I've just had a lot on my mind lately and getting SOME of it out onto here has made me feel a bit better...