Break out my decoder ("gotta be in love or something like that")
~.: You know how when people post cryptic things and then disallow comments? So then you know they're disabling the comments because they realize someone or someones will understand the message behind the cryptic-ness and want to say something about it. At least, that's why I would do it. Maybe not everyone disables their comments for the same reason.
~.: But I have a tendency to over-analyze some things (I get that from Dad) and read too much into things. I mean, people sometimes write stuff just for the sake of writing it and it can mean absolutely nothing. But then .... sometimes it can mean everything. I wanna know what it means. Cuz if those words are really how you feel, then I want you to know you shouldn't feel so hopeless. I thought our prospects were good. I mean, whatever "our prospects" is supposed to mean.
~.: Okay, let me be more clear. There's three things what I read could mean: nothing, hopelessness for now and the future, or hopelessness that was in the past. I'm spontaneous and quite possibly insane. For me, there are no other options until I see a reason to open myself up to more. I'm happy where "we" are and happy where "we" may be in the future. I'm willing to make changes and compromises. I'm serious about meeting you. I'm serious about being in a small town, possibly even in Canada.
~.: This has been going on for so long that I'm writing my own fairytale ending. I'm going with it.
~.: And whatever any of it means, I won't feel stupid or silly about any of it- not my reaction or how things turn out. Am I making sense? Am I being too forward? I'm just honest. I like wearing my feelings on my sleeve; that way there's no way anyone could say they never understood.
~.: This is turning out to be a confession or a profession or something. So many words and not nearly enough could be used to explain what I'm feeling right now.
~.: But I really think I l--e you.
~.: But I have a tendency to over-analyze some things (I get that from Dad) and read too much into things. I mean, people sometimes write stuff just for the sake of writing it and it can mean absolutely nothing. But then .... sometimes it can mean everything. I wanna know what it means. Cuz if those words are really how you feel, then I want you to know you shouldn't feel so hopeless. I thought our prospects were good. I mean, whatever "our prospects" is supposed to mean.
~.: Okay, let me be more clear. There's three things what I read could mean: nothing, hopelessness for now and the future, or hopelessness that was in the past. I'm spontaneous and quite possibly insane. For me, there are no other options until I see a reason to open myself up to more. I'm happy where "we" are and happy where "we" may be in the future. I'm willing to make changes and compromises. I'm serious about meeting you. I'm serious about being in a small town, possibly even in Canada.
~.: This has been going on for so long that I'm writing my own fairytale ending. I'm going with it.
~.: And whatever any of it means, I won't feel stupid or silly about any of it- not my reaction or how things turn out. Am I making sense? Am I being too forward? I'm just honest. I like wearing my feelings on my sleeve; that way there's no way anyone could say they never understood.
~.: This is turning out to be a confession or a profession or something. So many words and not nearly enough could be used to explain what I'm feeling right now.
~.: But I really think I l--e you.