Jun 26, 2004 18:57
wow so working at mcdonald's is soooo stressful.
it's not ez like it looks like in shows and lyk when u go there to order u're big mac meal..ugh..i'm even gettin tired of looking at hamburgers and at food..ugh ...i'm a lil queezy now.
n/e ways i always panic the night b4 or the morning b4 getting ready to go to work the day after or that same morning.
i get these huge butterflies in my stomach with really huge wings..and no it's not that giddy feeling..urgh..it's the feeling of panic that makes you feel naucious and sick to the stomack and pray that you're not getting an ulcer. for God's sake i dont even know wut's going on and i have to memorize the abbreviations that dont even make n/e sense.. the abbreviation can be in front of the numbers or between or even after..but for the LOVE OF GOD WILL SOMEBODY TELL ME WHERE I CAN FIND THE DAMN ABBREVIATIONS AND HELP ME DO THE DAMN JOB INSTEAD OF LEAVING ME TO FEND FOR MYSELF..the working life is hard...i woodn't mind going in to work early as long as i knew wut i was doing..but i dont..and it gets busy around the lunch hours and the breakfast meals are so complicated and i juss dont like this..but today was ok..yesterday- my VERY FIRST DAY OF WORK EVER was ok..it was kinda nerve racking and i hated it at the same time..idk if u know wut i mean..but that's how i felt..and today i got to work with this really funny girl alicia who's a senior, who actually graduated from sayreville this year..she's so awesome and together we were having the time of our life talking about everything and her giving attitudes to the rude costumers on drive thru..and i took alot of orders when she coodn't and basically today was good cuz most of us teens were working today..it's a lot better with them in my opinion, but i dont want to expect n/e thing cuz i dont wanna be dissapointed cuz sumtimes i go expecting sum things to be how i imagined them when in reality it's nothing like it...but i'm sooo thankful i worked side by side wit 2 wonderful ppl who had the patience to be with me and help me out.haha..it was the best ever.and she really helped me and i worked the register for hours and i got used to that but my problem is typing in the crap that the ppl want to order..oh God it's so complicated and ppl say i'l get used to it..but it's not like the business stops for me..it keeps going and continues hours on end and i have to stroll along with it and try to keep up.
so i'm 15 working at mickey d's with a stupid ass visor on with good and bad ppl who prolli feel like i'm wasting their time..but you know wut..i know i'm not there to make you babysit me, but i'm new and if most ppl had the decency to help me out instead of getting fed up with me and doing it by themselves, it wood be a much friendlier enviornment.
and a friendlier world.
here's my poem- cuz i suddenly got
i n s p i r e d
*i'm new there, so go more softer
accept all that i have to offer
strawberry flurries, chocolate fudge.
get to know me before you judge.
u mite already hate work, and now hate me.
but change ur attitude, i'm not ready to leave.* / -AvO-
thankyou and goodnite ::passes over the mic::