whoa a post
I've decided that it was time for some sort of an update. Life hasn't been really exciting, just work and watching TV/playing final fantasy XII. I have been saving money for anything and everything. I SHOULD save it for grad school, but i really want to travel to europe or china. I have been enjoying my new duties as a director of FUMF (Friends of Umass Fencing). It's a nice way to keep in touch with the fencing team. I feel that right now there is a huge gap between the current team and the alumni in terms of age and basic knowing of each other. I want to help bridge that gap.
and on to the emo part....
I had a thought today, i have realized that when a person says they have changed and stuff is "behind them" or "water under the brige". It never goes away, it just regresses until an opportunity to come back. I hate bitching about it on LJ because I feel so angsty doing it and I don't want to be angsty. I seriously thought the emo in me was gone or almost gone. But it has come again and I am already torturing myself over her, and i can't help it. Like the smooth as sharp rocks person as i am, she knows how i feel for her but i have no idea how she feels.
ok enough about that, I have decided to give my self some goals for the year and try t actally accomplish them
1. get an apartment in either Dorchester near my house or in North Quincy
2. get a car
3. join a gym
3a. set up a workout regiment of monday- swimming and condition; wednesday- cardio; friday- muscle gaining
4. Get into Emerson grad school
5. Travel to a different country
6. Fence at Summer nationals
if other goals pop into my mind, i will add accordingly
and on to the emo part....
I had a thought today, i have realized that when a person says they have changed and stuff is "behind them" or "water under the brige". It never goes away, it just regresses until an opportunity to come back. I hate bitching about it on LJ because I feel so angsty doing it and I don't want to be angsty. I seriously thought the emo in me was gone or almost gone. But it has come again and I am already torturing myself over her, and i can't help it. Like the smooth as sharp rocks person as i am, she knows how i feel for her but i have no idea how she feels.
ok enough about that, I have decided to give my self some goals for the year and try t actally accomplish them
1. get an apartment in either Dorchester near my house or in North Quincy
2. get a car
3. join a gym
3a. set up a workout regiment of monday- swimming and condition; wednesday- cardio; friday- muscle gaining
4. Get into Emerson grad school
5. Travel to a different country
6. Fence at Summer nationals
if other goals pop into my mind, i will add accordingly