random thoughts
jedi master and a sith master living together? i smell a sitcom!
bah to mobil stations
and now my real thoughts
why am i so emo, even when i try not to be, i become too emo for my own good
why am i afraid to tell my feelings? i am afriad of rejection but more importantly loneliness. If i could change i would. i hate how i am. fuck this the right person will come, that's all cultral bullshit. if it was true the one who i think is right for me would actually like me instead of playing with my heart.
i need a change and badly, these trains of thought will not get me far in life. as much as i love my friends, they will not be there every second to help, i need to take charge but am afriad of change and difference.
these are one of the times i wish i would just die
instead i will do my alternate and crawl into a little dark space for a while
bah to mobil stations
and now my real thoughts
why am i so emo, even when i try not to be, i become too emo for my own good
why am i afraid to tell my feelings? i am afriad of rejection but more importantly loneliness. If i could change i would. i hate how i am. fuck this the right person will come, that's all cultral bullshit. if it was true the one who i think is right for me would actually like me instead of playing with my heart.
i need a change and badly, these trains of thought will not get me far in life. as much as i love my friends, they will not be there every second to help, i need to take charge but am afriad of change and difference.
these are one of the times i wish i would just die
instead i will do my alternate and crawl into a little dark space for a while