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I'm feeling super frustrated with the vagina monologues this year. I hate how it's being run and every year it feels like it's more and more like a popularity contest. Like if your not friends with the director you might as well drop out. So the first frustation was not being able to be in it... i sorta got over that, and volunteered to be publicity coordinator instead. But now i feel so frustrated because i don't feel like i know realy what i'm suppost to be doing. I feel like they're letting me do what i should be doing. I feel like my job is basically to call and get add prices and see how low i can get them to go and be postcard bitch. pass them all around. It wasn't really what i signed up to do. I feel at the same time, like i'm getting no help (mostly in figureing out what i'm suppost to do) and pretty much being shut out. I can't even explain it and i'm just frustrated.