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[furyatitsbest]

i hate my job
i hate my attitude
i hate that im lost
i hate that im not more of a family man
i hate all the things that make me shitty
and dont trust any of the things that make me a good person
i hate you for making me smile
i hate you for making me believe
i hate you for loving me
and most of all i hate myself
for not being able to stop loving you and everything you are.