"you spin me..."
So... Alot has happened since the last time I updated.
I managed to finally get my room clean, I had been trying for weeks but something always pulled me away. Granted it wasn't that bad, just some clothes that needed hung and some things that needed proper places instead of residing on the side of my bed no one sees.
My little brother who I will always remember as a little blonde marshmellow has turned 17. Yes, the day has come where he is finally old. I miss the days when we use to chase each other and fight over stupid things. Even though now our relationship is at its best, I still miss the good ole' days. Now we share a love for Video Games and movie nights, but never again will we pretend we are some mythical creature that is being hunted by the cousin we always made play the bad guy. Sigh**
CSI last night was a tear jerker. I was already crying during the commercials. Nick Stokes (George Eds) totally rocks my socks, and if I had to pick one person who could resemble my dream husband, He would be it. His dark hair, cocky smile, and that bone structure... To DIE FOR! I heart him so much. But it was directed my Quinton Tarintino and I know I spelled it wrong, but it was a totally kick ass episode. So glad Nick didn't die. That would have been terrible. But i won't be afraid to say that I did cry.
Amanda has been spending time in Cleveland. I have been moved to only getting to see her on Sunday. I knew the day was coming that she would finally go back to hanging with the old friends. And in a way I am happy for her, because they are pretty much her life's history, she grew up with them and they will forever play an important role in her life and they are finally giving her the attention she diserved. But I feel left out, and I wish she could understand that I have changed. Im sad in the fact that she has given in to them, by not letting me hang out with her when she is around them. I have been moved to the Sunday hang out time. I guess I will take what I can get, it just hurts alittle.
Her mom pissed me of greatly. I will never look at her the same. She is cruel and mean, and I can't believe she said what she said to me. I always stuck up for her, telling everyone else that she had a right to say what she did, and I totally believed that. But now, that woman is just freaking nuts and I can't stand to be around her. For what she said to me, its just amazingly crazy.
Um... I guess I kind've tammed the wild bronc horse next door. I just started feeding her grass and then within 15 minutes I was able to pet her. The nieghbor guy said he has been trying for almost a year to let him touch her. It made me giggle that all I did was show a little compasion and gave her the time of day and she molded like jello into my hand. She isn't a bad looking QH either. Her feet are beyong repair though, which is truely sad... THe guy made the comment before he quit talking to me that all she will ever be is a bronc horse and it kind've hurt a bit. But, everyone has thier place in life I suppose.
Well, I'll get down my soap/dreaming/memory box and say Luego..
--Jess
I managed to finally get my room clean, I had been trying for weeks but something always pulled me away. Granted it wasn't that bad, just some clothes that needed hung and some things that needed proper places instead of residing on the side of my bed no one sees.
My little brother who I will always remember as a little blonde marshmellow has turned 17. Yes, the day has come where he is finally old. I miss the days when we use to chase each other and fight over stupid things. Even though now our relationship is at its best, I still miss the good ole' days. Now we share a love for Video Games and movie nights, but never again will we pretend we are some mythical creature that is being hunted by the cousin we always made play the bad guy. Sigh**
CSI last night was a tear jerker. I was already crying during the commercials. Nick Stokes (George Eds) totally rocks my socks, and if I had to pick one person who could resemble my dream husband, He would be it. His dark hair, cocky smile, and that bone structure... To DIE FOR! I heart him so much. But it was directed my Quinton Tarintino and I know I spelled it wrong, but it was a totally kick ass episode. So glad Nick didn't die. That would have been terrible. But i won't be afraid to say that I did cry.
Amanda has been spending time in Cleveland. I have been moved to only getting to see her on Sunday. I knew the day was coming that she would finally go back to hanging with the old friends. And in a way I am happy for her, because they are pretty much her life's history, she grew up with them and they will forever play an important role in her life and they are finally giving her the attention she diserved. But I feel left out, and I wish she could understand that I have changed. Im sad in the fact that she has given in to them, by not letting me hang out with her when she is around them. I have been moved to the Sunday hang out time. I guess I will take what I can get, it just hurts alittle.
Her mom pissed me of greatly. I will never look at her the same. She is cruel and mean, and I can't believe she said what she said to me. I always stuck up for her, telling everyone else that she had a right to say what she did, and I totally believed that. But now, that woman is just freaking nuts and I can't stand to be around her. For what she said to me, its just amazingly crazy.
Um... I guess I kind've tammed the wild bronc horse next door. I just started feeding her grass and then within 15 minutes I was able to pet her. The nieghbor guy said he has been trying for almost a year to let him touch her. It made me giggle that all I did was show a little compasion and gave her the time of day and she molded like jello into my hand. She isn't a bad looking QH either. Her feet are beyong repair though, which is truely sad... THe guy made the comment before he quit talking to me that all she will ever be is a bronc horse and it kind've hurt a bit. But, everyone has thier place in life I suppose.
Well, I'll get down my soap/dreaming/memory box and say Luego..
--Jess