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i've been thinkin alot about one thing, which you'll have to strait out ask me in person because i'm not posting it for any people who i'm not friends with to be looking at. it is a guy, the who part is what you need to come to me to find out. there was something with him before, and i hated him when it ended but i miss him more than ever now and i think about him ALL the time. i never remember all the bad things he did to me, i just think about how happy he made me in the beginning. i forget about the lies, about the other girls the second we broke up, and the fact that he blatantly walked all over me for the most of the end of everything. i wonder why i still care about him. i really do. he leads me on alot, tells me we'll hang out. then he either blows me off or gets stuck at work and i decide to go out with someone else. i duno what to do about him, we had a GREAT night a couple weeks ago but i haven't really seen him since. i'm seeing him this thursday since he's comin to visit me, and i'm gonna go back to his home with him after because there's no way we can share a twin bed, ever, unless one of us is on top of the other and i wouldn't do that with my roomie in there (even though she does, urgh). the whole thing about me having such a hard time remembering what he did to me is the worst part, 'cause i feel like he could easily just up and do that again. yeah. i need to vent to someone but apparently everyone is sick of how i feel because i can't listen? bullshit greg, i listen more than anyone else at that fucking school and rarely does anyone listen to me. the only people who do are katie kate shannon and wiener, and thats if i can get wiener away from her cartoons long enough. as for who i hear shit from? EVERYONE. doesn't matter who, just everyone.
greg. ur an asshole. and no, greg is not that guy. so dont EVER think so. gross
greg. ur an asshole. and no, greg is not that guy. so dont EVER think so. gross