Hisashiburi! ^^
I'm so sorry for don't write anything at lj at all. But I had a lot to think about...
This year didn't start in a good way. My mum got cancer. That's really bad for me, because she's the only family I have. There was her surgery, now she's doing a chemotherapy and all this stuff. It's kind of hard to see her without hair and all this things. But in front of her, I'm the nice, energetic person. I think it doesn't help anything to get too depressed. Tomorrow she gets the third one out of six.
That is only one problem that appeared this year. Another one is, that I'll stop my studies. I failed in some exams and it doesn't make sense to continue like this... It's kind of complicated. The next semester I will be at the university, will get some advice there and then I'll look for a job. I really feel stupid because I failed at university, but I think there are bigger problems...
But there were a few good things too. Melly visited me. Finally she came back from Tokyo and I was really happy. Since my roommate went to Japan for a year I don't have anybody to talk about my hobby. *lol* With Melly it was like always. Even I didn't see her for a long time, we are best friends. *smile* And nobody understand my obsession for some Japanese guys and musik like Melly does. ^^
This year didn't start in a good way. My mum got cancer. That's really bad for me, because she's the only family I have. There was her surgery, now she's doing a chemotherapy and all this stuff. It's kind of hard to see her without hair and all this things. But in front of her, I'm the nice, energetic person. I think it doesn't help anything to get too depressed. Tomorrow she gets the third one out of six.
That is only one problem that appeared this year. Another one is, that I'll stop my studies. I failed in some exams and it doesn't make sense to continue like this... It's kind of complicated. The next semester I will be at the university, will get some advice there and then I'll look for a job. I really feel stupid because I failed at university, but I think there are bigger problems...
But there were a few good things too. Melly visited me. Finally she came back from Tokyo and I was really happy. Since my roommate went to Japan for a year I don't have anybody to talk about my hobby. *lol* With Melly it was like always. Even I didn't see her for a long time, we are best friends. *smile* And nobody understand my obsession for some Japanese guys and musik like Melly does. ^^