its all just one huge blur ritenow.

[furthrseems4evr]

so im home from the hospital...tho if it wasnt for my mom id still be there because mass general didnt think i was well enough to go home. so i love my mom for that...and as for mass general, you can go where the dog died, for serious. i mean part of me knows i should of stayed there untill i got a little better, but really im so happy to be home and have my own bed//shower and everything else. im still really sick and it seems as tho im not getting better, and to top it all off i need another surgury. cool, huh. i just wonder everyday when im gona be all better, but im just loosing all hope now a days. it kinda seems as if i dont have anyfriends or anyone to turn too, and it makes me sad...because i need you//youguys and i miss all of you//youguys so much. i just dont know anythng anymore...and i wish that things would go back to how they use to be, like when everything was amazing and wonderful.
thats all for now, i guess
BYE*
<3-tiff