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[furtherwefall]

i cant wait till it all blows over. the arguements, the bullshit. it is still upsetting me in many ways. it occupied the majority of my thoughts at work today. a place where there is nothing to do to pass the time but think.

i had a strange de ja vous today while loading a truck. it made me feel like this was going to be important time in my life. very strange sensation. i dont know if its true.