Oct 18, 2005 21:04
I've moved to Hawai'i. I'm here indefinitely (I signed a two-year commitment). I don't know where God will take me after that two year commitment, but I plan to seek God completely and totally for that direction. I miss my friends and family like CRAZY. I have met a lot of great people here though, and I AM SO HAPPY to be back around some of the same people from my dts!
God has worked in my life a lot, and I'm so thankful. It's crazy how much can happen within months. Outreach to Vanuatu had its up's and down's, but it was awesome to do what God was calling me to for that time. God spoke to me, esp about relationships...or should I say a relationship. Reguardless of what I thought I wanted, God knew what was best for me, and I'm glad He finally got my attention. I know God has a man out there He's raising up and still working on (just like God's still preparing me). Patience...it's a great character to practice.
As for my dad and I, things are MUCH better than they were. I miss him now. No, I don't miss his anger, but I do miss him. I'm gonna try to get my thoughts together and pray about what to write him in a letter soon. I hate how broken our relationship was for so long. It's a sad thing, but I do feel safe being so far away from him. I feel like I can really miss the good things about him, and not think too much about the hard times. He has a hunger for God, which I love. His hunger for the Word is awesome, and I hope that part of him will be imparted to me too!
I MISS MY BROTHER SOOOOOOOO MUCH. I'm praying that he'll come here, and that he'll acquire a NEW hunger for God!
I Love my Mom...what else can you say? Mom's are great! I miss her, of course, and I know she misses me....
Well, I'm gonna let that be it for this update. I'm excited to see what God is gonna do in this DTS I'm staffing now. Please pray for me! Pray that God will continue to direct me and give me strength (and wisdom) for what He's calling me to do. I know He knows what I need, so I want to trust Him in provision in the many areas of my life. Just like He spoke to me after DTS "Tammy don't you know, I know what's best for you? AND don't you think I can provide that for you?" Yes, I know, You're right...