take a pill
do not love me. i will only hurt you. money an issue, and i have a subscription. you, you, you. me. sick to my stomach, my thoughts the illness. long day ahead of me tomorrow. work, play. neither is anything to me anymore. what did i do to make you mad? pictures undeveloped. afraid to expose them, or me. in photographs the faces tell stories of things that once were. they show no signs of what will be, nor what is. it's a glorious thing. i think i held on to the camera around my neck for too long. cameras remember the past. do you remember the past? from one night to the next. does my face show you what's inside my head? always thinking. it never stops. thoughts are like a virus. it spreads. i am infected. infected. infected. infected. infected. take a pill.