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ahhh a day off
it was kinda nice not having to work today
but i was bored
laura and i hung out
jay came over
went to her friends house
had a good time
laughed a lot
he blew me off
and doesnt even realise it
makes me mad
i dont want to care
but it hurts
ehhh
thats a bonus of us one day living together though
ill aleast know that he will be comeing home to me everynight
right
hahaha
i donno just thinking happy thoughts
it was kinda nice not seeing him today though
made me miss laura
and i was glad we got the chance to chill with out him there
i like them both but its just not right when were all together
its not fair to her
anyways
im sick of him not calling me when he says
its not that big of a deal but i dont like waiting
haha oh well
i wish he could understand how i feel
im gonna have a talk with him
confusing shit though
well im gonna eat then go to bed
which is really bad for my fat ass
buuutttt i smoked tonight and it hit me about 30 minutes ago
so here i come munchies!!!
nite nite