shits hard

[further_from_u]

sittin there in complete silence
it crushes my heart to see you so depressed
you said hes the only one to make you happy
the only one who makes you laugh
the only one you want to be with
at this point im cryin with you
it was really hard to feel bad
i didn't feel bad for you
i just felt bad for what you were feeling
but i guess now you could say that you know how it feels
i feel like a cold hearted bitch saying these things
but then again i dont
i have been through so much with you
and i.. well "put up" with so much
i get treated like im nothing
walked on
blown off
you name it
yet i keep coming back
like a stray cat that an old lady starts feeding
it comes back every time knowing it will get food
what happened was for a reason
i know its hard to swallow
but realise this
im still here
i always will be
no matter what
look at the arguments that we went threw
and look at where we are today
try finding the good out of things
because im sure...
once you start looking
you will find me

alone waiting for you

dont be sad when you read this
its not to be mean
just...
well this is where i stand
i have kept so much from you
things arent the same
they never will be
but if your willing...
i want things to be how they used to
with us in love
sitting on the edge of life
awaiting what we will do next