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well, damn so much to write about... in a way. things have changed... i always say that. but its true. what did i do wrong to be shut off from her life? everyone has someone else. god damnit why. i decided as soon as jessica goes back to her normal life that i will replace my thought of having friends to going to the gym. maybe i can work my fat ass out. on my own. for once i should do something for my self. i need to start saving more money. get a shit load. then be happy. im tired of this all. why cant i just move on damnit. i fucked him over. again. im good at hurting the ones closest to me. this life is so unexplainable. i have felt so far from things. life has its stupid way of making sense.
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