call it one chance for a few...

[fursinvenus]

i'm in love w/ you...the idea of you...the loss of you...and suddenly the paper is straight and clear...upright against the table...to draw on...suddenly a desperate boy picks up his bucket and paints out a dismantled slaughtering of form and politics...green staples against a report for the ages...writting in time w/ a color i can't seem to latch

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[jessixleigh]

find me a pillow as i tell you of a slurred story to contentment...dreamed out a few words i couldn't possibly remind you of later
...i'm in love w/ the idea of love...a simple and solid foundation of reality beyond that of my own corruptive imagination...i'm in dire need of a something to hold and estinguish'...furnace the fury that binds itself to a cause...never letting go...this idea of love is forever young...cherished and old...brought through by a silver chain of handlebars and black ruber elevator belts...the smell of a new car and a january christmas tree...the earliest waking hour on a beach overlooking a horizon unfit for the guilty eyes of freedom...i can't help but to wonder how it feels to actually feel...actually trust w/ all your heart
the things you write seem like they flow from my own fingertips.
I really want to talk to you again, I miss our conversations, get online, please? :)
*hugs* you need to come visit again.

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[fursinvenus]

my computer is down by the way of a german virus...'nazi punks'...although my dad just helped me by getting another driver and a new modem...it should be up and kicking in no time, i hope

i don't know what to think of my writing...no one ever says it sucks...no one ever really says it great...i try not to take it too seriously...eh, like writing about blindness

just trying to calm down
hope you do the same love

peace...

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[lil2yng]

you're writing is great, although I never think the same of my own writing that other people think is "good".
I think it all sucks, but in some light it doesn't. Anyway, I'm not making much of any sense. But your writing does mean a lot to me and even if its not the perfection of writing, it's good enough for me.
Whatever my opinions matter to anyone.
Love you,
Jessica

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[lil2yng]

ok, it replied under my other LJ account. Oh well, you know who I am. I'll try to take your advice you somehow knew that I needed right now, and try to calm down.
And mr. german virus is mean. I miss talking to you. I was actually just reading some of our old conversations. They're amusing...
you haven't changed have you?

[ibeseech]

you're a wonderful writer. i've always thought that, even in the times you claim were your bullshit periods. you never heard it...

sometimes i feel like i'm talking to romeo, his stubbornness at the balcony scene. he kept from hearing when she said her kinsmen would kill him if they saw that he was there.

there's more to life than wanting to be that very something more...

[knowledgeable]

add me back - it's jordyn.
<3