Sep 25, 2003 04:54
What I’m really saying is…
You’re right my friend…we are always believing in the truth of our words…always trying to let someone else know how it really is…
We have no extreme or impounding words to wrap around the conscience…nothing of great value to the art critic with his measure of the left hand to god…love is another word we were looking for…and then we finally said nothing at all…
Looking into those big eyes…like they were our own…knowing…
They’re never alone
…you’re the reason I still have faith in home
a place I’ve never been
but the dream was real
…if we told each other we didn’t have a reason to express ourselves would it make it that much more of a reason to not listen? If we called each other and said nothing for 2 hours straight…would we breath in for each other’s breathe?
We
…would…did…will…
a note to my prior self…
I can’t stand the sight of your name anymore…I can’t defend you against good or evil…I can’t justify anything you said other than letting them know I’m feeling rather real at the moment…like a coward writing a fiction novel about his own surroundings..…the others made the adjectives....I am nothing w/out you…you were nothing w/out them
SO GET OVER YOURSELF
and let them finally meet me for the first time…
(and i wonder why you're the only one leaving me comments anymore...)