It's not easy...

[furrywolf999]

When I think about it, it bothers me.. It's like the people I know online that I get the closest with.. they slowly drift away... Kody.. he was my bear. We were together for 2 and a half years before that ended.. And despite him wanting to stay friends and all.. It's hard to call someone that talks to you once every few months a friend. Then there's Jazz.. I thought we were very close, but it seems that only comes in spurts for a couple of weeks, then it's over. He is always too busy to talk it seems, and unless I message him, chances are, I'd never hear from him. Lastly, there's Vin.. Someone who I'd grown close to, someone I'd gone out and met.. We used to talk quite often and have a great time doing so, but now.. He's caught up and work and other things, so I hardly see him once or twice a week, and it pains me thinking that we are prolly drifting apart too.. 2 of those, it's like the distance started to form because I had to express how I felt. I thought there was more there than there really was I guess.. And now..

There's someone else that I'm growing even closer to, and when I think about it all, I'm afraid the same thing is going to happen here.... I don't want it to, and I'm going to whatever I can to make sure of it