PINCH PUNCH FIRST OF THE MONTH
I haven't written since Saturday. Just couldn't be bothered. It not that I don't have anything to say, that would be most unlike me, just haven't had the inclination to sit in front of the PC after sitting in front of it all day
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Sorry for causing you trouble. Trip was organized last year before tsunami. We hoped we could make it during December after OL exams. Both the girls and the boys were tipped to go. But with tsunami we had to alter everything. I wanted to cancel the trip. In fact, I had cancelled it till we went on the trip to Colombo. I felt relaxed during the trip and thought of going to the hills during that trip.
That's why I suggested that we go on the trip and I will take care of the transport. You volunteered to pay for the accomadation. We could have easily found cheap accomadation in a temple. But you won't be comfortable in such a dirty place. We are used to this. We dont book hotels when we go out.
People say I am extravagent in expenses. Well, if I have money I am extravagent in spending and helping others simply because there is no use in saving money for my future. I know I end up disasterously before 40. Dreaming about a happy future is out of question. I only try to last till the others get used to take things forward here. But I dont expect to put others' money at risk. Horizon will not spend a cent for the trip. I didn't want to add more problems to already fragile treasury.
You have done so much for us during the last three months. Right from the beginning, I never expected any financial contributions from you. All I wanted to see was that the students speak some good English, nothing else.
I feel embarassed now. I don't know why everything changed in this way. I would have preferred to cancel the trip. But now we cant do that as well since the trip is only 7 hours away.
Unfortnately all these happens at a time I have decided to come back to my old form of working hard. But i always get hit by missiles whenever I try to do this. Earlier this was from home and now, it's you.
Dejected Old Man
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