I want to curl up in a dark room and cry for hours
I've totally been depending on people too much and holding them in such high regards only to be let down when they stumble. I know that's unfair to them, yet i am left so disappointed and hurt, frustrated and angry. I feel like giving up. I've noticed that i've been closing myself off more and more to everyone lately. I have no motivation left to be around them. I need prayer or something. I've been really judgemental. I would rather hit them upside the head and try to force them to understand how bad it fucks with you when you give into all this stupid worldly shit, but i can't. I'm glad i'm not God, cuz everyone would be dead if that were the case.