Hey my brother, can I borrow a copy of your Hey Soul Classics?
I leave for germany a little more than 48 hours...
The closer to friday I get, the more anxious I get.
I'm excited, and I'm so happy to be going,
but I'm SOOO fucking nervous.
I'm already terrified of flying,
and not only is it my first time on a plane for more than 3 hours,
it's also my first time on a plane without my mom there...
I know it sounds immature that I need my mom there to hold my hand
but planes really do freak me out,
and my mom was always the one to distract me for the entire flight.
I had a minor anxiety attack during English just thinking about the 8 hour flight.
What makes me even more nervous is that I don't know who I'm sitting next to.
I wouldn't mind sitting next to Cammie or Molly, but other than that
I don't know anyone else all that well, if at all.
So now I'm thinking of the movie Say Anything...
And I really wish I had a boy like Lloyd Dobler to keep me calm.
And now I really wanna watch that movie.
And I have to work tonight, which will suck
especially if there are any confrontational customers.
I know for a fact that if a customer yells at me
my nerves will NOT be able to take it
and I would rather not have a nervous breakdown at work.
But I guess I'll just have to deal.
On a happier note, my brother bought the Reel Big Fish live album,
and he let me borrow it so now I have it on my computer
and on my cell phone.
So now I'm listening to So Much For Rock,
which is the second song on Disc 2
because, yes, there are 2 discs
and yes, I have already listened to the entire first disc.
So I'm in a pretty good mood.
But I need to get ready for work.
BYE!
The closer to friday I get, the more anxious I get.
I'm excited, and I'm so happy to be going,
but I'm SOOO fucking nervous.
I'm already terrified of flying,
and not only is it my first time on a plane for more than 3 hours,
it's also my first time on a plane without my mom there...
I know it sounds immature that I need my mom there to hold my hand
but planes really do freak me out,
and my mom was always the one to distract me for the entire flight.
I had a minor anxiety attack during English just thinking about the 8 hour flight.
What makes me even more nervous is that I don't know who I'm sitting next to.
I wouldn't mind sitting next to Cammie or Molly, but other than that
I don't know anyone else all that well, if at all.
So now I'm thinking of the movie Say Anything...
And I really wish I had a boy like Lloyd Dobler to keep me calm.
And now I really wanna watch that movie.
And I have to work tonight, which will suck
especially if there are any confrontational customers.
I know for a fact that if a customer yells at me
my nerves will NOT be able to take it
and I would rather not have a nervous breakdown at work.
But I guess I'll just have to deal.
On a happier note, my brother bought the Reel Big Fish live album,
and he let me borrow it so now I have it on my computer
and on my cell phone.
So now I'm listening to So Much For Rock,
which is the second song on Disc 2
because, yes, there are 2 discs
and yes, I have already listened to the entire first disc.
So I'm in a pretty good mood.
But I need to get ready for work.
BYE!