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Much needed update. I applied to Penn. now i'm a nervous wreck waiting for november 14th 7.00pm. i keep having flashes in which i just know i'll get in and then everything will be perfect and then i have ones in which i get deferred or wait listed and then i just end up having to fill out a hundred other applications and my mother bitches to me about every 60$ that i have to give up for it because i was too stupid to do better in school. ohhhh i really just want things to work out but i'm trying not to think about it too much.
Currently i'm just getting over a cold. i've never really been this sick before, since last thursday and counting but i'm probably going to school tomorrow... i have a math test to take yay! or not because i have no idea what is going on. i really have no idea what's going on hehe maybe taking BC is not the smartest thing.
Oh i joined the swim team. thats the biggest mistake ever/ not at all because it's actually really fun and i'm getting really in shape. ryan. we can't decide whether he's gay or not. hehe but ehh me and my swimming buddy have a bet on him. we'll see if i manage to keep my side of the bargain ;-)
boys: suck. yes, most of them are really annoying and just ahhh are uninteresting to me. i've given up on the easy ones and have started having that little thing called dignity. mreh it makes things much more difficult but at least relatively more fun.
On a happy note. i quit smoking. no more cigarettes and maybe the good stuff on special occassions. so everything feels better that way. that also means there will be more time for drinking which is good. no more cheap beer either there really is no need for me to scrape for shit anymore. hehe all right i'm done, someone is getting me a little worked up anyway.
love me
maria
Currently i'm just getting over a cold. i've never really been this sick before, since last thursday and counting but i'm probably going to school tomorrow... i have a math test to take yay! or not because i have no idea what is going on. i really have no idea what's going on hehe maybe taking BC is not the smartest thing.
Oh i joined the swim team. thats the biggest mistake ever/ not at all because it's actually really fun and i'm getting really in shape. ryan. we can't decide whether he's gay or not. hehe but ehh me and my swimming buddy have a bet on him. we'll see if i manage to keep my side of the bargain ;-)
boys: suck. yes, most of them are really annoying and just ahhh are uninteresting to me. i've given up on the easy ones and have started having that little thing called dignity. mreh it makes things much more difficult but at least relatively more fun.
On a happy note. i quit smoking. no more cigarettes and maybe the good stuff on special occassions. so everything feels better that way. that also means there will be more time for drinking which is good. no more cheap beer either there really is no need for me to scrape for shit anymore. hehe all right i'm done, someone is getting me a little worked up anyway.
love me
maria