how silly of me

Sep 16, 2004 09:36

I forgot the purpose of this thing. Well, I remembered one purpose, the 'bitch about all bad things in my life' purpose. But I forgot about the 'recount all days events so you can look back at this and realize you're not always miserable' purpose. Huzzah!

So let's see. Saturday last I went to see the final Grover Dill show, ever. It's kind of weird. You can look back four or five years when I started this journal and you can see me going to my first GD show with Kristie and now it's my final one and I couldn't be happier that Kristie was there. Caren and Liz were there too, and it was so great seeing them both. Caren I see from time to time at Stop and Shop or campus, but Liz is virtually never because she goes to college on Neptune. Yeah, I said Neptune. Not Neptune, but it's far away. Anyway, it was a very pleasant evening filled with whining and jumping and screaming out bad lyrics while Benham almost caved in his own chest by pounding it so hard.

I went to visit campus on Tuesday. I had the day off and I really miss my old class mates. I'm being stupid about it, I mean, I'm going back to school next semester. But I have these deep seated fears that if I go away for too long, everyone will forget about me and I will return having to make all these friends over again. It's silly, but I really like having some friends and I want to keep it that way.

The parentals are still on vacation down in the Bahama-type region and I'm enjoying being able to update at random points in the day when the mood strikes me. Part of my updating laziness has to do with the fact that my passion to update and the computer's availability never coincide.

I worked with Marissa last night at Target. It was awesome. We talked for like, four hours straight. It was such a great time, it made me remember what it was like being Marissa's friend. I hope we get to be better and better friends as time goes on, again. We talked about Kristie's unhealthy relationship with Joe Abate for like, an hour. We're going to have an intervention and break Kristie of this habit. She might be JOE-nesing (haha) for a while but it will be the for the best.

It's September and that means I'm being shoved, whether I like it or not, into my "relationship season". I want a relationship so bad. Just a girl to chill and watch movies with, go out to get some food a couple nights a month even. I don't know much, but I know when I'm lonely.

Good post, boy.
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