trains & paper cranes
So things are escalating into a last-minute upheaval of GET THE SHIT DONE NOW. I have an interview on Sunday for a farm/stable hand position--first I have to compile my equine-related resume, which tbh I am overqualified for the job. If that pulls through, I potentially not only have a paid job working with horses, I also have an all-expenses paid fucking COTTAGE with WIFI. The only issue is whether or not Jes can live there with me, which we'll find out on Sunday, I suppose. There's another stable hand position at a Dressage facility I'll be applying for as well, and Chris got back to me with a few companies to contact regarding my cleric attuned resume. GIVE ME ALL THE JOBS.
To make matters more intense, my car decided to have a shitfit halfway to Portland today and I had to get it towed AGAIN to Dyanasport. They said they would contact me tomorrow basing on repairs; thing is... we really cannot afford to not have a car right now. At least until we get our new residence.
The biggest stress right now is the apartment. My mom agreed to co-sign/lend me the necessary money to actually get up off my feet (none of this $300 whenever you need it bullshit) and that did relieve me somewhat but... when it comes to the application process, I'm a little worried. Jes still has some shit to pay back to her old apartment which might get her a decline on her application... and seeing as we need this apartment NOW, considering the car might be done for (and basically not able to make it 60 miles daily to and from Portland and Dayton).... THE EMOTIONS AKSGJSLKGJSLKJGSLKH.
I'm both excited and freaking out. I want this done with; I want to move in to our place now. But my mom has to fill out the application as well, and we have to find out about Jes's probability of passing the app, and then IDK if they need proof of residency in Oregon (doesn't make sense considering... it's a residence in Oregon itself...) so I'mma probably go get my Oregon ID sometime soon like tomorrow. Cuz I need it. And when it comes to how to transfer the money and shit, well fuck. I'm just too overwhelmed to process the information properly right now.
Anyways, I took like all the buses today to and from everywhere after getting towed to the mechanic and now I am exhausted. Not to mention I'm recovering from a shitty cold and I still feel the dredges of shitdom.
On top of that my FUCKING KNEE. Why are you like this.
Ciao world, you are cruel.
To make matters more intense, my car decided to have a shitfit halfway to Portland today and I had to get it towed AGAIN to Dyanasport. They said they would contact me tomorrow basing on repairs; thing is... we really cannot afford to not have a car right now. At least until we get our new residence.
The biggest stress right now is the apartment. My mom agreed to co-sign/lend me the necessary money to actually get up off my feet (none of this $300 whenever you need it bullshit) and that did relieve me somewhat but... when it comes to the application process, I'm a little worried. Jes still has some shit to pay back to her old apartment which might get her a decline on her application... and seeing as we need this apartment NOW, considering the car might be done for (and basically not able to make it 60 miles daily to and from Portland and Dayton).... THE EMOTIONS AKSGJSLKGJSLKJGSLKH.
I'm both excited and freaking out. I want this done with; I want to move in to our place now. But my mom has to fill out the application as well, and we have to find out about Jes's probability of passing the app, and then IDK if they need proof of residency in Oregon (doesn't make sense considering... it's a residence in Oregon itself...) so I'mma probably go get my Oregon ID sometime soon like tomorrow. Cuz I need it. And when it comes to how to transfer the money and shit, well fuck. I'm just too overwhelmed to process the information properly right now.
Anyways, I took like all the buses today to and from everywhere after getting towed to the mechanic and now I am exhausted. Not to mention I'm recovering from a shitty cold and I still feel the dredges of shitdom.
On top of that my FUCKING KNEE. Why are you like this.
Ciao world, you are cruel.