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I'm tired and I don't know what will make me feel better. I feel tired when I to bed and after 9 hours of sleep I wake up tired, spend all day tired and then go to bed tired again. I don't know if it is just that I feel like I'm stuck in a rut here in home or what. I'm hoping that getting back to FU will wake me up but I just don't know. I feel like only something truly new will get back to running at full speed. If that is the case I guess it is a good thing that I've only got one more year at FU otherwise I would have to be looking for even more things to broaden my horizons. I'm still scared that I will leave FU without completely resolving one relationship by getting everything out in the open before I leave but I'm also scared of what that resolving would bring for the rest of the year. Basically I'm just sitting here without any idea of what I'm going to do. Seems pretty standard these days.