Christmas again.
So I'm sitting here wondering why I feel the need to update this thing again since I haven't done so in a year but I just feel like it and really I guess that's all that matters, what I feel like doing. So I'm sitting here with my family listening to the music my dad feels like playing and being generally annoyed with that though we did watch my U2 DVD so I guess that's good. So I'm sitting here and thinking that I should feel full of Christmas joy and what not but I just feel tired. I feel like I'm just running in place. After a whole year, my GPA is the same, I'm still not dating anyone, and I'm still don't feel like I'm getting any closer to getting independance from my parents though I'm not even sure how much of that I would like. I still don't know what I'm going to do with my life and I'm no closer to getting the relationship that I want though I guess it's more possible now that it has been in the past. I just have no goals that I can see in my head other than graduating from FU. Sigh.....ok...that's enough of my complaining now for.