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I made myself a new icon in honor of my renewed love of A Walk to Remember.. which Angie and I were comiserating on last night. She and I do have a lot in common..she's right..and I hope you know I'm there if you need me ok? Whenever, it doesn't matter. I don't want you hurting...
I need to stop watching this movie though...the combination of Shane West..a guy like that..and Mandy Moore is killing me. My friend keeps telling me guys like that do exist. Easy for her to say..she's a size six and has a perfect boyfriend. Yep..for her I'm sure they do.. ::rolls eyes:: not that I begrude her any happiness..I love her dearly and I'm glad they are together. I was the one who pushed for it! It just makes me want to curl up into my own little world and fantasize about a guy who'd care about me like that. Case in point...be a normal 16 year old girl I guess but it feels like it goes deeper and I don't know how to describe it..nor do I think I want to. Laying myself completely bare is not a desire of mine at all thank you very much.
But that movie just sticks with me...and makes me sob completely...very few movies do that. It makes me miss..certain people in my life that I know I NEED to miss..but very rarely think of which is horrible of me but...it's me. Argh..my journal is getting retentive. Anyway Emma and Angie wrote something that I do agree with. Love is sometimes a word to casually thrown around...it needs to be cherished when felt, but not a patronizing comment to soothe your significant others worries. It seems love can be kind and hard..but above all real love to me..is truthful, compassionate and forgiving.
I need to stop watching this movie though...the combination of Shane West..a guy like that..and Mandy Moore is killing me. My friend keeps telling me guys like that do exist. Easy for her to say..she's a size six and has a perfect boyfriend. Yep..for her I'm sure they do.. ::rolls eyes:: not that I begrude her any happiness..I love her dearly and I'm glad they are together. I was the one who pushed for it! It just makes me want to curl up into my own little world and fantasize about a guy who'd care about me like that. Case in point...be a normal 16 year old girl I guess but it feels like it goes deeper and I don't know how to describe it..nor do I think I want to. Laying myself completely bare is not a desire of mine at all thank you very much.
But that movie just sticks with me...and makes me sob completely...very few movies do that. It makes me miss..certain people in my life that I know I NEED to miss..but very rarely think of which is horrible of me but...it's me. Argh..my journal is getting retentive. Anyway Emma and Angie wrote something that I do agree with. Love is sometimes a word to casually thrown around...it needs to be cherished when felt, but not a patronizing comment to soothe your significant others worries. It seems love can be kind and hard..but above all real love to me..is truthful, compassionate and forgiving.