Oct 23, 2006 01:35
your lips move, but i cant hear what youre saying.
i just want it all to be easy. knowing, thinking, creating, working, teaching, breathing, sleeping...loving...and fishing.
living.
but it is not. everything is unclear. undefined. i am talking about choices. what we choose to do may define us, but the proper choices to make are never defined for us.
thats because there are no proper choices. no paths to follow. life is as fickle as humanities idea's of its creator.
we, humans, women and men, brother and sister, have to decide for ourselfs what destiny lies before us. we can rely on no one, and should be influenced by no one. we must tear down every wall of mental conditioning which has done nothing but create a maze of no proper end within our minds. start from ground zero, and decide for ourselfs what makes sense, what doesnt, and what we should do with this newfound knowlage. and as it was implied in my second sentence, this is no easy task.
i wish it were.
now if you havnt already guessed, in the last year i've become quite cynical of religion, and the idea of an all powerful being. i wont get into it fully, but since i have brought up the subject of diety i will say this concerning life choices and the role of God.
IF a God does exist, and if that God is the God of the christian bible, i still believe without a doubt that God has no active role in the human experience. again with "if." even if this God did ever play part, the last thing he did was on the cross two thousand years ago.
we have to make it for ourselfs. no one can help us. no one should help us.
its all a cryin ass shame if you ask me.
sean carter