Jan 12, 2005 01:47
Im beginning to finally feel like me again
All the shit Ive been through in the past 6 months is now just a faint memory. So many people have been around to help me, Im so grateful and now am ready to put everything behind me, stop being a bitter ass and start being the nice, loveable, sqeezeable Chris again.
Break and the promise of a new semester have really helped me get mentally back to my old personality. Break was just that, a break from everything where I could watch TV and just sit around as much as I wanted. It was great :)
But all of that is in the past. It's all behind us and now with the new semester im hopeful that things will be okay. Ive got a good hold on my studying so far, Im getting along with the guys really well, and Im starting to make new friends whom hopefully I can hang out with soon.
Speaking of friends, I am also getting to be better friends with some of the coolest people I have ever met. One out in the ghetto town of Bev Hills, and one right here in the confines of AA. I couldnt imagine how things would be without the frienship of these girls and everyone else in the past. And now I have an even stronger with them.
Ive discovered what I think Ive been missing here at school, a healthy relationship with ALL of my friends, not just one or two of them. Any of you reading this, anyone who is my friend is part of my family. I would not give anything up for any of you, and I thank all of you who have been there for me and helped me whenever I needed it. I just hope that I can be there for any of you whenever any of you need it. :)
Well, I think its about time for me to hit the sack. Have a good semester everyone, and Ill see you around!