Typical
I havent been here in awhile, due to my constant contradiction on whether something is worth writing or not, and eventually this place just became lost and forgotten about, well I up at 2am in a horrid mood... I got my claim of over £30,000 sterling and as much as i thought i'd consider it a light from above its become awful...
My brother a night after attempted to use my personal love for a kin against me and suggest he was in serious trouble with the local yobs around the immediate area, and if he didnt pay the sum of £400 pound he was to be assualted upon rather viciously. It of course had to happen on a family night after i hadnt seen them in over several months (as i earned the right to live alone) and the way he tried being so friendly to me I really felt he had missed me just as much as I had them... That little fuzzy moment of feeling the need to help out a family member that was truely in need of a bail ended up in tears after my mother made me realise the truth, he merely lied to make a couple of hundred out of me, going just as far as to even show me the 3 ppl that had helped him on a few carpet jobs to lie to my face that William really did owe them the sum between them... I left bitter and morbid, Im autistic so my ability to detect lies and jokes as well as most people is no where as near or accute as most other ppl... It was eventually admitted to, not to me but his gf and now i feel all the more paronoid -.-...
I had a colledge interview to attend the next day, i put this little set back to the back of my mind and went straight for it, seems hopeful if i get my grades delivered to me from school and i'll attend Information technolodgy, on the way back in the heat i felt drained... weak later on in the day i think i came down with a flu and for the last 2-3 days ive been sleeping no more than 3 or 4 hours writhing in pain, a nice little bit of irony to a happy ending...
Its late, i checked down the back of my throat and i have less than an inch of throat hole left with bulges on either side the size of tumors... Ive been dosing in lozengers but ive passed the recomended doesage and my mother suggests i try head ache tablets too, I feel very sick with all the drugs, dizzy and constantly cold... and the infection only seems to grow like wildfire without the throat tablets around.
Im not sure if i should try headache tablets incase i OD like that dude Heath Ledger... if i dont choke in my sleep and die or OD , i'll be nursing myself in misery in the morning when it doubles in size and pain... What a magical day the week i get this claim...
I dont expect anybody to reply to this... Its more for taking my mind off it for the most part and the typing actually has helped alittle. . I hope you guys are doing much better..
Sincerely
Teh furdrake
Newly nicknamed... Stabby
My brother a night after attempted to use my personal love for a kin against me and suggest he was in serious trouble with the local yobs around the immediate area, and if he didnt pay the sum of £400 pound he was to be assualted upon rather viciously. It of course had to happen on a family night after i hadnt seen them in over several months (as i earned the right to live alone) and the way he tried being so friendly to me I really felt he had missed me just as much as I had them... That little fuzzy moment of feeling the need to help out a family member that was truely in need of a bail ended up in tears after my mother made me realise the truth, he merely lied to make a couple of hundred out of me, going just as far as to even show me the 3 ppl that had helped him on a few carpet jobs to lie to my face that William really did owe them the sum between them... I left bitter and morbid, Im autistic so my ability to detect lies and jokes as well as most people is no where as near or accute as most other ppl... It was eventually admitted to, not to me but his gf and now i feel all the more paronoid -.-...
I had a colledge interview to attend the next day, i put this little set back to the back of my mind and went straight for it, seems hopeful if i get my grades delivered to me from school and i'll attend Information technolodgy, on the way back in the heat i felt drained... weak later on in the day i think i came down with a flu and for the last 2-3 days ive been sleeping no more than 3 or 4 hours writhing in pain, a nice little bit of irony to a happy ending...
Its late, i checked down the back of my throat and i have less than an inch of throat hole left with bulges on either side the size of tumors... Ive been dosing in lozengers but ive passed the recomended doesage and my mother suggests i try head ache tablets too, I feel very sick with all the drugs, dizzy and constantly cold... and the infection only seems to grow like wildfire without the throat tablets around.
Im not sure if i should try headache tablets incase i OD like that dude Heath Ledger... if i dont choke in my sleep and die or OD , i'll be nursing myself in misery in the morning when it doubles in size and pain... What a magical day the week i get this claim...
I dont expect anybody to reply to this... Its more for taking my mind off it for the most part and the typing actually has helped alittle. . I hope you guys are doing much better..
Sincerely
Teh furdrake
Newly nicknamed... Stabby