Sep 09, 2008 08:56
I woke up as a normal day would proceed... a psychitrist came over and changed a few things of that day, i dont feel very secure about the news she brought me, i dont feel secure about alot of things.... im working out things atm, im dealing with things ppl couldnt understand i only hope i can understand whats going on. Im over my parents either way.... i met my brothers and family... it was polite and i had a good meal but eh... i feel a small hole inside ...
I did something stupid tonight, something serious that im not sure anybody could forgive and i still dont know why..... i wonder where my past years went where i could mingle and get punked , carelessly go out anywhere with my friends act like a freak and be adopted by it