How The Mighty Have Fallen
Since the car wreck, I sure have caught up on my reading. I finished one book in a day and a half...and I am well on my way to finishing the one I started on yesterday. It's a little slower than the other but nonetheless, it's an interesting book.
My mom is quite worried about my future now with my back the way it is. Toys R Us fired Shevonda because of her work limitations. But all I can say, is I DARE them to fire me. I have more restrictions than Shevonda, but I have also been there for a year. I got a paper in the mail yesterday stating my one year anniversary with the company has come and passed. I should be due for a 50 cent raise now then. I'm supposed to resume work on Thursday, but my back is showing no improvement so I need to talk to the doctor about that.
I've been in and out of consciousness today. In between reading and sleeping I haven't really done much lately. Aside from doctors appointments, there has been no joyriding. I would love to go to OVW tomorrow, but I don't see how the hard seats would benefit my back anyway. I just miss some of the people up there, that's all.
Work has been such a stressful place lately....all the bullshit with Kristina and I has really driven me back into that whole "I don't give a fuck what happens" attitude. Melony and Michele really have created a hostile work environment...and don't they know it's against the law to fire someone because they were in a car wreck and can't do much at work. Shit, she has a damn doctor's note, what more could they want. There is so much favortism going on in that place, it makes me sick. Fuckin bigots running around there now, but it's okay, they'll get what's comin in the long run.
My back has given me excruciating problems since the wreck. I can't even sleep a whole night through anymore. The pain always wakes me up. i have to sleep in certain positions and if I happen to roll out of that position, I can feel the pain and i wake up, nearly in tears. The accident has really put a lot of stress upon my shoulders. I'm smoking over a pack of smokes a day again. I'm so worried about work, losing my job, not being able to survive.....it's all just so frustrating. Kristina has helped me so much with all of this though, and I am ever so grateful for everything she's done for me through this. She can't do much more than I can, but she stays on top of my pain medicine and makes sure I take it when I really need it, and she makes sure I don't take it too much. She's helped me so much...with all the appointments and legal matters we're now facing. I don't know what I would do without her.
My neck seems to grow stiffer as each day passes. It is more painful tonight than it ever was before. I slept on the couch for about an hour or 2 or hell maybe even 4....that was a mistake. My back was stiffer than ever, more painful.......so I ate and took my darvocets...not that they numb the pain all that much.
Anywho, enough bitching for tonight. I'll update tomorrow.
Peace Out!
My mom is quite worried about my future now with my back the way it is. Toys R Us fired Shevonda because of her work limitations. But all I can say, is I DARE them to fire me. I have more restrictions than Shevonda, but I have also been there for a year. I got a paper in the mail yesterday stating my one year anniversary with the company has come and passed. I should be due for a 50 cent raise now then. I'm supposed to resume work on Thursday, but my back is showing no improvement so I need to talk to the doctor about that.
I've been in and out of consciousness today. In between reading and sleeping I haven't really done much lately. Aside from doctors appointments, there has been no joyriding. I would love to go to OVW tomorrow, but I don't see how the hard seats would benefit my back anyway. I just miss some of the people up there, that's all.
Work has been such a stressful place lately....all the bullshit with Kristina and I has really driven me back into that whole "I don't give a fuck what happens" attitude. Melony and Michele really have created a hostile work environment...and don't they know it's against the law to fire someone because they were in a car wreck and can't do much at work. Shit, she has a damn doctor's note, what more could they want. There is so much favortism going on in that place, it makes me sick. Fuckin bigots running around there now, but it's okay, they'll get what's comin in the long run.
My back has given me excruciating problems since the wreck. I can't even sleep a whole night through anymore. The pain always wakes me up. i have to sleep in certain positions and if I happen to roll out of that position, I can feel the pain and i wake up, nearly in tears. The accident has really put a lot of stress upon my shoulders. I'm smoking over a pack of smokes a day again. I'm so worried about work, losing my job, not being able to survive.....it's all just so frustrating. Kristina has helped me so much with all of this though, and I am ever so grateful for everything she's done for me through this. She can't do much more than I can, but she stays on top of my pain medicine and makes sure I take it when I really need it, and she makes sure I don't take it too much. She's helped me so much...with all the appointments and legal matters we're now facing. I don't know what I would do without her.
My neck seems to grow stiffer as each day passes. It is more painful tonight than it ever was before. I slept on the couch for about an hour or 2 or hell maybe even 4....that was a mistake. My back was stiffer than ever, more painful.......so I ate and took my darvocets...not that they numb the pain all that much.
Anywho, enough bitching for tonight. I'll update tomorrow.
Peace Out!