i won't miss the way that you kiss me
last night was official date number 2 with derek. we went to see the new 007, which i guess hes never seen one before so it was a first for him. i on the other hand love them. we talked a bit before and after and he made me a mixed cd. it was a lot of fun and he wants to go out again so i'm doing something right.
the rest is just boy stuff and pictures so at the moment its like i'm juggling 5 guys. well maybe thats a bad way to put it but i'll exaplain. the five are nicky, derek, then casey who went to scitech and graduated my freshman year, bill next door and now eric [dr. goth] from ludlow. nicky and i really just flirt shamelessly with each other so its not like a huge deal but it does make me smile soo.... then derek is the cute longmeadow boy i met at the club that i'm seeing again saturday. hes wicked sweet and not a total creeper. i think i could like him, but we're taking it really slow which i'm happy with. casey i'm just talking to at the moment. we text and stuff and talk on facebook. hes not that cute but hes nice to talk to...i'm on the fence as to whether hes an actual nice guy. then we move onto bill next door. i'm wicked cool with him and his roommate tyler and we had a movie night sunday which ended up being 2 movies and a lot of making out. luckily he doesnt want anything more and we're leaving it at an isolated incident [wow that sounds bad] but at the same time roger figured it out cause when he walked in i was cuddled up to bill swears it's gonna happen again. i dont think so but i dont care either way. lastly theres eric who's wicked cute from ludlow. taryn kinda set that up cause they're friends and we talked a lot last night. sunday if it doesnt get too crazy i'm supposed to watch boondock saints with him. i think it'll be fun...
and like i understand if you all think i'm like horrible for this but idk my mom had a point. i shouldn't let myself get tied down that quickly after everything and nothing at all is official. plus the only one i've kissed is bill soo...it could be worse.
before going out last night
and again
me roger and adrienne watching the VS fashion show
me and trevor now that we friends again, visual and cookie in the background (:
derek, bad picture though.kat took it when we were dancing.
ughh and i still dont have a laptop which fucking blows
i've been relying on the library and taryn to do all my work, i'm managing okay but tonight after i hangout with david i gotta go to the library and put together an 8 slide slideshow AND finish my calc homework. :/
the rest is just boy stuff and pictures so at the moment its like i'm juggling 5 guys. well maybe thats a bad way to put it but i'll exaplain. the five are nicky, derek, then casey who went to scitech and graduated my freshman year, bill next door and now eric [dr. goth] from ludlow. nicky and i really just flirt shamelessly with each other so its not like a huge deal but it does make me smile soo.... then derek is the cute longmeadow boy i met at the club that i'm seeing again saturday. hes wicked sweet and not a total creeper. i think i could like him, but we're taking it really slow which i'm happy with. casey i'm just talking to at the moment. we text and stuff and talk on facebook. hes not that cute but hes nice to talk to...i'm on the fence as to whether hes an actual nice guy. then we move onto bill next door. i'm wicked cool with him and his roommate tyler and we had a movie night sunday which ended up being 2 movies and a lot of making out. luckily he doesnt want anything more and we're leaving it at an isolated incident [wow that sounds bad] but at the same time roger figured it out cause when he walked in i was cuddled up to bill swears it's gonna happen again. i dont think so but i dont care either way. lastly theres eric who's wicked cute from ludlow. taryn kinda set that up cause they're friends and we talked a lot last night. sunday if it doesnt get too crazy i'm supposed to watch boondock saints with him. i think it'll be fun...
and like i understand if you all think i'm like horrible for this but idk my mom had a point. i shouldn't let myself get tied down that quickly after everything and nothing at all is official. plus the only one i've kissed is bill soo...it could be worse.
before going out last night
and again
me roger and adrienne watching the VS fashion show
me and trevor now that we friends again, visual and cookie in the background (:
derek, bad picture though.kat took it when we were dancing.
ughh and i still dont have a laptop which fucking blows
i've been relying on the library and taryn to do all my work, i'm managing okay but tonight after i hangout with david i gotta go to the library and put together an 8 slide slideshow AND finish my calc homework. :/