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I just realized how much I'm really gonna miss Nicki..I took him upstairs to watch a movie and take a nap with me a couple minutes ago..We used to do that all the time when he wasn't sick and I missed it so I decided to try it one more time before we have to put him down. He was coughing the whole time because the cancers in his lungs..I can tell he's miserable. I was telling him how when he goes to puppy heaven he's gonna have such a good life and how he can have all the treats he wants, and play all the time without getting tired, and how he'll see Zorro and Scotty again..just that made me start crying. I'm crying right now as I'm typing this. I'm gonna miss him so much :-/ Mom said we have to put him down in a couple weeks cause he's getting really thin and just isn't enjoying life anymore. I don't know what I'm gonna do without him..