in my heart you'll always stay...even to those of you ive lost contact with

[funpack]

it was nice seeing him today,although at first shocked i was overwhelming happy to get to see him, its been awhile. i know im an idiot for saying this but i wish it just never happened, i wish that i could turn back time and make it stop, where everything made sense. it seems that my consciousness sometimes questions if he was ever really here, i know that that is not the case but... well idk, i just wish it didnt happen, its the what if's and could of been's....

the one regret, as of now:not telling people how i feel, or at least letting them know how i feel

blinder:i know this is cheesy telling you this on lj, but i miss you, and hopefully we wont lose contact. i love you.