the thoughts of i in the wee mornings
hellohello. g'morning, or for me, g'night. :)
it is 3:03 am and what am i doing? i'm thinking of course.
today, in the hustle and bustle, my family&i found the time to make our mum's (i love the word mum) homemade from scratch cake. :)
it was super delicious and of course, i took pictures. however, not of my family (most of us do not like to be photographed over a hot stove). but, i have plenty of opportunities to love and snap photos of them in the future.
i don't know. today was a special day. (:
i have had little bonds with everyone today.
- my dad&our jokes at the dinner table about our dashing pup.
- me mum's&our special baking time
- my sisters' words through hushed tones and closed doors
- the whispered secrets that i breath into the air
some people ask me if whether i have a crush on someone or not. most of the time i usually respond, "no."
but, it's not the right answer. the truth is i don't know.
of course, i have had my school-girl, manga-version crushes that result in failure and heartbreak.
hahhaha, jaykay. my heart hasn't broken yet. (: and i hope it doesn't happen soon.
but, mebbe crush is something deeper? if it's anything like the relief after killing a special zombie attacking your friend on l4d 2, or the tingly feeling you get when you capture a super rare pokemon, or when the pokeball stops moving, it's got to be more than what i have known all these years, right? i don't know. i am too young to find out too.
i wonder...what it would be like to live. to actually live. to breathe in the gorgeous (but, hot!) weather and not worry about anything else except for living. to have your small little thoughts and share them with your friends. to listen to wind chimes and to have red-basket picnics at the park with the brightly colored balloons and the larger than life straw hat.
one day, i'm going to have a day like that. to be happy and not worry about things like, "OHEMGEEE. I HEARD HE LIKES YOU, GIRL!" because frankly, it's a waste of my time. i don't want to hear whimsical fancies like that. i want things straight forward.
but, i guess that's why life is kind of like the LIFE gameboard. it's not a straight road, but full of twists and turns with unexpected roads.
i wonder what happens when my car breaks.
now, i really should be off to bed.
lots of love ♥
it is 3:03 am and what am i doing? i'm thinking of course.
today, in the hustle and bustle, my family&i found the time to make our mum's (i love the word mum) homemade from scratch cake. :)
it was super delicious and of course, i took pictures. however, not of my family (most of us do not like to be photographed over a hot stove). but, i have plenty of opportunities to love and snap photos of them in the future.
i don't know. today was a special day. (:
i have had little bonds with everyone today.
- my dad&our jokes at the dinner table about our dashing pup.
- me mum's&our special baking time
- my sisters' words through hushed tones and closed doors
- the whispered secrets that i breath into the air
some people ask me if whether i have a crush on someone or not. most of the time i usually respond, "no."
but, it's not the right answer. the truth is i don't know.
of course, i have had my school-girl, manga-version crushes that result in failure and heartbreak.
hahhaha, jaykay. my heart hasn't broken yet. (: and i hope it doesn't happen soon.
but, mebbe crush is something deeper? if it's anything like the relief after killing a special zombie attacking your friend on l4d 2, or the tingly feeling you get when you capture a super rare pokemon, or when the pokeball stops moving, it's got to be more than what i have known all these years, right? i don't know. i am too young to find out too.
i wonder...what it would be like to live. to actually live. to breathe in the gorgeous (but, hot!) weather and not worry about anything else except for living. to have your small little thoughts and share them with your friends. to listen to wind chimes and to have red-basket picnics at the park with the brightly colored balloons and the larger than life straw hat.
one day, i'm going to have a day like that. to be happy and not worry about things like, "OHEMGEEE. I HEARD HE LIKES YOU, GIRL!" because frankly, it's a waste of my time. i don't want to hear whimsical fancies like that. i want things straight forward.
but, i guess that's why life is kind of like the LIFE gameboard. it's not a straight road, but full of twists and turns with unexpected roads.
i wonder what happens when my car breaks.
now, i really should be off to bed.
lots of love ♥