Feb 01, 2007 14:48
Don't you wish money can grow on trees? I do. Cus then I would defenitely not be at work right now.
It's one of those days you know where you hate your job and everyone around. I've given a couple of people dirty looks already. I personally don't give a shit today. My bad temper is bound to tell some people off and hopeully not get be fired. Even though they'd probably be doing me a favor.
Anyways, I've had this weird dream for the past couple of days. I think its a metaphor for two things going on in my life right now but I'm not sure. I'm not typically the one to be all spiritual and go right down my dreams and analyze them but this one is getting to me. So here's the dream...
I'm in my car, driving with the car on Drive, but then all of a sudden up ahead the road there is something blocking the road or someone driving crazy towards me and I am forced to put the car on Reverse. After putting it on reverse I am obviously forced to go back and I start pressing the gas pedal faster and faster because the person in front of me or the blocked road seems to be coming at me at high speeds and as I am going back like a car will come out of no where from behind and I end up crashing into it. It's odd. I know. But I think it can serve as a metaphor for some things in my now. Either that or I'm really paranoid about reversing and crashing into someone.
Well enough of my dream.
School is overwhelming. I have so much homework and assignments due it is hard to keep track of deadlines, it is even affecting my deadlines on bills. I get which deadlines are due all confused and my computer screen is filled with posteds so I can try to keep track. ...so yeah
Other than this, work is the same. It has improved somewhat. Well I guess a big leap. I have been approved into "full time" status and I get P.T.O. now. YAY! Vacation with paid time off here I come! But it's days like these where I want to shoot myself.
The relationship is doing good. We've been having our moments here and their but you know it happens. It comes with the baggage.
Well I have tons of work and must stop fooling around.
FYI: The Killers are coming to concert!