Never forget this
I asked you to spend New Year's Eve with me. We fell asleep before midnight, while watching The Hobbit. We made our way to bed. I will never forget the curves of your body and the way you felt beside me.
Regardless of what happened that night, it was New Year's Day that really moved me. I made you breakfast: chocolate chip pancakes and hashbrowns and eggs. You said no guy had ever made you breakfast before, which I found to be unbelievable. We cuddled for a good part of the day, in bed and on the couch. I could have stayed for hours more, but we had to get to the mall to exchange your phone. WHen I left you at the mall, I texted you immediately to tell you that I was just walking through the mall with a big grin on my face, and you acknowledged that you felt the same. It was this moment that made me believe whatever we had might be going somewhere. Sadly, that was not to be. You'd break my heart a week later. I'm writing this not because I don't accept your decision, but simply because I want these few weeks to always remain fresh in my soul: a reminder to stay guarded, a reminder that people can change with a moment's notice. That we were never anything more than that day.
Regardless of what happened that night, it was New Year's Day that really moved me. I made you breakfast: chocolate chip pancakes and hashbrowns and eggs. You said no guy had ever made you breakfast before, which I found to be unbelievable. We cuddled for a good part of the day, in bed and on the couch. I could have stayed for hours more, but we had to get to the mall to exchange your phone. WHen I left you at the mall, I texted you immediately to tell you that I was just walking through the mall with a big grin on my face, and you acknowledged that you felt the same. It was this moment that made me believe whatever we had might be going somewhere. Sadly, that was not to be. You'd break my heart a week later. I'm writing this not because I don't accept your decision, but simply because I want these few weeks to always remain fresh in my soul: a reminder to stay guarded, a reminder that people can change with a moment's notice. That we were never anything more than that day.