Jul 07, 2010 21:39
Congratulations are in order. You were the only that that had ever made my wish for that story book domesticity. With you, I would have been content with a life of fidelity and procreation. I can see the appeal, and I'm sure you've made him a very happy man. I'm glad you found what you were after. I'm happy for you. Sincerely. That doesn't mean I can't be a little miserable for me.
We can say trite little things like "It was the right decision" and "Things really worked out for the best". Sure, you could even say I'm happy now. I was happy back then though, as well. Did things really work out for the best? Even after you consider the friends of friends I had to sleep with and the drugs I had to take to make it here?
Yeah. You're married now, and I'm not even close to the person I was when I was with you.