the realizations you make when you really stop to think.
So. I'm a thousand times still in love with you. And even though I've done everything you've asked of me, I'm still stuck here without you.
Maybe it's Valentine's Day, or maybe it's just that it's coming up on six months since you've been gone, but I've been thinking about you an awful lot lately. I can't conentrate at school. I can't do my job as well as I should. You are the yardstick with which I measure every single other person. It's depressing how nobody can measure up.
I still dream about you several nights a week. As sad as the dreams make me, I always hope I see you when I close my eyes. It's been far too long since I've seen you. I don't know what you are up to now. I know you are at school, and I know you are having a good time, but I don't know anything about you. What you think or what you feel. I only know that you feel hurt when I express what I am feeling. Sometimes, that's the point.
I just wish you could come back, so I could keep you warm.
Maybe it's Valentine's Day, or maybe it's just that it's coming up on six months since you've been gone, but I've been thinking about you an awful lot lately. I can't conentrate at school. I can't do my job as well as I should. You are the yardstick with which I measure every single other person. It's depressing how nobody can measure up.
I still dream about you several nights a week. As sad as the dreams make me, I always hope I see you when I close my eyes. It's been far too long since I've seen you. I don't know what you are up to now. I know you are at school, and I know you are having a good time, but I don't know anything about you. What you think or what you feel. I only know that you feel hurt when I express what I am feeling. Sometimes, that's the point.
I just wish you could come back, so I could keep you warm.