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I'm a Barack Obama fan girl. I was all excited to see him get of the plane today to go visit the White House. That's kind of messed up.
I want to get into journaling. I'm trying to figure out my life and I think it would help but I'm just lazy and want to watch TV.
I've been doing ok recently. I got put on new medications and have been feeling better emotionally. Physically I'm not doing so hot. I sick and tired of being sick and tired. I need to go get some lab work done but I was sick the week before last and had girly issues last week. I'm still having girly issues which are not normal but I'll make myself go on Saturday no matter what since I really need to take care of this. It's going to be like 13 different things they're testing for so that'll be a lot of blood gone from my body all at once. I'm a bit squeamish to go and do it on my own. Don't want to pass out on the why home. I think I'll have my dad take me. I haven't been sleeping well again. That might be the new meds. I'm going to try to take the meds at different times and see if that helps. Also Michael snores and its been bothering me more than usual. I think that I'm just grumpy do to the lack of sleep. I think he should try a mouthguard to see if that'll help.
I like work. I thought I was doing really well. I was doing everything they had wanted to be done in a call. Then they changed some of the quality guidelines and there's more I have to do. I'm a little pissed because I already had my call flow the way I liked it. Some of the stuff they want doesn't make since so I'm probably not going to do it. Oh well. I'll just do my best with what I have. I just have the feeling I'm really not going to get anywhere but I DO like it here. I just really need to get to the point where I'm making 30,000 a year. That would help get me out of debt and get us in a nicer place and I could have savings for the first time ever. Based I the rate of which they give raises, that'll be in 4 years. Suck.
Michael and I are going ok. We kind of need to be more romantic and cuddly. We just don’t take the time to do that. He's going through a depressive episode and that’s hard but I love him no matter what. Hope he remembers that.
We need to get out of the house more. It’s just so easy being a shut-in but I'm lonely. I don’t have any money to do anything and my homes a wreck with several cats, so people can’t come over. I need to do clean house in the worst way. All my clothes or dirty. Doesn't leave that many options.
I need to hang out with my dad more. I miss him but I don't want to be near Vicki.
That's about it I guess. I need to sleep in a bit tomorrow. I think I'll do that. It means not going to group therapy tomorrow but I wouldn't be missing much since I'm not feeling well.
I hope to write more soon.
Till then,
Harmoni
I want to get into journaling. I'm trying to figure out my life and I think it would help but I'm just lazy and want to watch TV.
I've been doing ok recently. I got put on new medications and have been feeling better emotionally. Physically I'm not doing so hot. I sick and tired of being sick and tired. I need to go get some lab work done but I was sick the week before last and had girly issues last week. I'm still having girly issues which are not normal but I'll make myself go on Saturday no matter what since I really need to take care of this. It's going to be like 13 different things they're testing for so that'll be a lot of blood gone from my body all at once. I'm a bit squeamish to go and do it on my own. Don't want to pass out on the why home. I think I'll have my dad take me. I haven't been sleeping well again. That might be the new meds. I'm going to try to take the meds at different times and see if that helps. Also Michael snores and its been bothering me more than usual. I think that I'm just grumpy do to the lack of sleep. I think he should try a mouthguard to see if that'll help.
I like work. I thought I was doing really well. I was doing everything they had wanted to be done in a call. Then they changed some of the quality guidelines and there's more I have to do. I'm a little pissed because I already had my call flow the way I liked it. Some of the stuff they want doesn't make since so I'm probably not going to do it. Oh well. I'll just do my best with what I have. I just have the feeling I'm really not going to get anywhere but I DO like it here. I just really need to get to the point where I'm making 30,000 a year. That would help get me out of debt and get us in a nicer place and I could have savings for the first time ever. Based I the rate of which they give raises, that'll be in 4 years. Suck.
Michael and I are going ok. We kind of need to be more romantic and cuddly. We just don’t take the time to do that. He's going through a depressive episode and that’s hard but I love him no matter what. Hope he remembers that.
We need to get out of the house more. It’s just so easy being a shut-in but I'm lonely. I don’t have any money to do anything and my homes a wreck with several cats, so people can’t come over. I need to do clean house in the worst way. All my clothes or dirty. Doesn't leave that many options.
I need to hang out with my dad more. I miss him but I don't want to be near Vicki.
That's about it I guess. I need to sleep in a bit tomorrow. I think I'll do that. It means not going to group therapy tomorrow but I wouldn't be missing much since I'm not feeling well.
I hope to write more soon.
Till then,
Harmoni