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[funnygirl25]

This entry is sad....depressing and awful....if you don't wanna hear it then don't read on lol. Basically, everything I've been fighting for and everything I've ever wanted in my life.....has come to an end. Not directly from his mouth but from the next best thing I suppose. I don't think I've ever been so upset and sad and depressed in my life.

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[anonymous]

As always Michele I am here for you. I know non of your friends or family or w/e like that can really do anything to "fix" this, but at least you know they are there when you need them. That in and of itself has to count for something. As far as the praying thing goes, you know I've got that one covered. I have been praying for this in all aspects, I really have. So all and all I can say that I'll be there for you, cuz your there for me too (I know, cheesy, but did it make you laugh at all?, hahaha)

It's so odd how fast life can through you a curve ball. I know you know that as best as the next person. I never expected my step dad to pass...it still surprises me to think it. Now I am all mixed up in my head. I'm torn inside about what to do next. Should I go or should I stay now...that song plays in my head, lol. Gosh I thought I had life all figured out, then it all changes and now I'm not so sure. I mean yeah there is the "plan" you and I have talked about for months, yet what is the right thing for both of us to do now, now that things have changed for both of us. I feel like as if God is trying to tell me something/heck tell us both something for that matter, yet WHAT! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? WHAT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO? I tell you, you think once you grow up your going to have all the answers in the world, that it will just be as easy as pie, HAH!,that's the farthest from the truth, lol.

Me loves you Michele, your truly the best friend a girl can have. No matter what, I know I can count on you to be right there by my side. Even when your not physically there by my side, which happens to be almost every day, lol. Just know you can lean on me when your not srongue...I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on. That should be our theme song, hahahaha. I'm a dork!!:)