Aug 10, 2003 14:09
I don't know if this post will make much sense to anyone or not but I have to get it out. I'm very torn and confused about a certain someone. I don't know why I can't just let it go. I mean yes...I still love him but after the way he's treated me any other girl would have been like screw you buddy. But nooooo not Michele she sticks around. This time it's different though I can tell he's being genuine. ARGH! I hate my life. hahhahha. Anyways, I know there's something about him that gives me this feeling that I need to go there and find out if this is real or just something silly. Whatever I'm just gonna live one day at a time and hope for the best. I want to go there so bad though or have him come here....either way would be sweet bliss. I hate being a hopeless romantic. Ok I think I'm done.